Its over....

Well, its let me ask... Do you like change or not?...

You cant Go threw life without changing thats a sure fact, Even if you try your hardest to stop change, its inevitable, Its going to happen, But the trick is, turn it into a way to benefit you.

In this instance, i cant change, "change" to be beneficial "/, Change has won, Since there is people i would love to stay in touch with, that just...wont. Mainly the Fact i am going to a different Collage to Everyone in my year, Ill try my damned Best to stay in touch with my Best friends. but the people that i Just knew as...I dunno...Friends, I wont ever see again. As i Said in a earlier post, I hate doing the whole Making new friends thing, if its just going to happen again when i go to University or Work.

My main Regret is not getting to know all the other people in my year, it just never occurred to me, or i didn't have a reason to get to know them at the time, just now i wish i did same with some people, that i wish i could just forget, but unable to, but one thing doesn't change and thats this has been a awesome 5 years in my life, even the bad times, because they make the good times seem more worthwhile, as i first started a parkside i hated it, but it grows on you, The Teachers, and how it is, are just pure awesome and it doesn't matter about what people out of the school think of you for wearing a blue jumper, you just didn't care, because we was from parkside, and we are proud.

Love ya all 04-09, But i love these legends (plus Joe who failed to wake up xD) The best.

Peace.

Everyone Leaves Sometime...

I am In One of My Emo-ish Moods again where i just sit there and think to myself, whats the point,Too many people in my life has Up and Left too be Honest, I don`t really talk about it or bring it up in conversation but why do people always leave? and at the worst time =/, So whats the point in making Bonds In the first place if there just gonna end up broken.

I can`t Really explain how i really Feel =/ i don`t know how to put it into words, I guess since i broke up with her I have just been lonely, Was it the right thing?, At the time i thought it was but She has been the only one there for me and i keep pushing her away, I am a dick right?, but i don`t think i can deal with her all over again =/ Shes just, too there sometimes so much it made me depressed and feel like i couldn't do anything, I never had any space to myself. But at least she didn't leave =/.

I guess I am thinking about this a lot because Parkside's Coming to a end for me, Even the Best Teacher, My Personal Tutor that inspired me to do something with my life is leaving there too.
I just don't wanna lose contact with my friends from there, I don't want to do all the Make new friends thing over and over again. Because My friends at the moment, are awesome.

Peace.

Donnie Darko Vs Reality.

Yes, I just Finished watching the sequal to Donnie Darko ( S.Darko ), What a pair of Fu*ked up Films lol, But Somehow there strangely Intriguing and Made me Think alot about Life ( This is bad for me, I wont sleep much -.-"), Imagin though, One Simple Conversation could save a life or end it, thats the truth, The Importance of Everyones Everyday Actions, How little They are and can effect Everything around them in a Apocoliptic Way.

Or Maybe i Just think to much, Either way, Choose your actions and words carefully ^^.

The Follow On.

Well Today was a Sunday and Monday was Bank Holiday.
We had Leftover booze from Saturday, Which means only one Thing really.
Yes. Round Two =). Exept this one was abit more wild,

Absinthe/Beer/Vodka --> Dancing Drinking --> Walking Streets with acouple of Cans --> Police pull up ( this is where the fun kicks in ), --> Throwing our beer and legging it around birdholme --> Regrouping and Walking Aimee and Jodie Home (Jamie dissapears), --> I dissapeared and walked back to Jamies --> Locked out -.-" --> Waiting outside and Craig Pulled up, --> Picked Joe, Jonno and Foster up --> Started Racing and Drifting around Chezzy --> got back into Jamies house --> Tried to wake him up, --> Finished his beers off --> Got home at 4am.

Just alil sum up of the night. There the things i can remember, from being drunkeness.

What a night, Guys =).

Today, The First Opening Post, With a party O.o?

Well, Hi,

Guess iam New to all this =P, But ill do my best, Iam guess iam righting this because i am bored, And need to get my feelings/emotions out someway or another, i used to talk someone, but like everything and everyone, they dissapeared.

Tonight however, has been a laugh =P, A party at mine, That i didnt even know about, thanks to Foster =P ( well played sir.) but its overall been a good night and cheered me up alot due to recent events, ( i used to talk to someone, Being the key point), But we have had a laugh with a few Beers and vodka =P.

Thanks:
Joe
Jamie
Foster
Aimee
Jodiee
Jonno

For Crashing my house while the rents was out =P