What do you do... When even when your eyes are open all you can see is darkness, maybe i let it consume me, i mean, yeh i give up too easy, but why should i be the only one to try, they never tried, and then i gave up... I just feel like i am lost in the shadows, i can see the light, and i keep trying to get to it, but i need help, and no-one is there anymore. people used to be, to get me outta the badtimes... but not anymore... and who blames them, they have there own lives, lies and shit to deal with... why should i be so dependant on others. I give off a good impession that i am fine on my own. but all ive ever wanted is to be in that light, with someone i care about.
I'am just wallowing in darkness at the moment.
I hate People... people suck.
Well i am atleast gonna start this on a high note, before it ends on a sad one.
I passed my first year of college, i love the people that are there, there fun and the days just pass by, i got 3-4 As and rest Bs, Not too shabby id say, and gets me close to the Directing course in bournemorth that i wanna go on.... anyways to the ranting!...
Everythings been getting me down recently... Friends falling out... Constantly... Over stupid shit... Mainly Girls.
Speaking of Girls, i can't find the right one, but the old ones keep popping back up and making me feel like shit, yes you know who you are, and not too fussed if you see this, I mean i put my heart on a plate for you, what more could you want, and you Stabbed it and threw it in the trash... You Find me, after i pushed you outta my life, on one of the best nights ive had in awhile, and you give me false hope, which again, you crushed.
Congrats you. First women to Crush me twice...
Everything else is just minor and trivial shit thats getting me down...
Fml.
I passed my first year of college, i love the people that are there, there fun and the days just pass by, i got 3-4 As and rest Bs, Not too shabby id say, and gets me close to the Directing course in bournemorth that i wanna go on.... anyways to the ranting!...
Everythings been getting me down recently... Friends falling out... Constantly... Over stupid shit... Mainly Girls.
Speaking of Girls, i can't find the right one, but the old ones keep popping back up and making me feel like shit, yes you know who you are, and not too fussed if you see this, I mean i put my heart on a plate for you, what more could you want, and you Stabbed it and threw it in the trash... You Find me, after i pushed you outta my life, on one of the best nights ive had in awhile, and you give me false hope, which again, you crushed.
Congrats you. First women to Crush me twice...
Everything else is just minor and trivial shit thats getting me down...
Fml.
Easter... that time of year again.
Yup.... That time again...
.... Meh fuck it... Cant be arsed with explaining... way too much to go into.
- Sad RyRy.
Absent... Life Still Goes on the same.
amm... Frana tu e cdynd... E ys Bydradel dpr.
muja so aq... E secc ran... Oad e cdemm ryda dra lmehkohacc uv cusa baubma.
EFro yna Baubma... famm Baubma -.-, Ed caasc mega eys dra uhmo cyha uha eh dra ehdena funmt, un syopa eys zicd ehcyha. E lyna duu silr, yht ed kadc sa rind. Zicd mega fedr Ran, Baubma mega ran vilg udranc ynuiht yht zicd tuhd lyna, E sayh... Dra kenm e mega huf, Tuachd ajah caa sa, Yht crac zicd mega Ran, Yht E ghuf cra femm vilg sa ib, Tacdnuo sa, pid e zicd lyhd gaab yfyo, e fyc tuehk cu famm, yht drana cra cbnihk uid dra pmia ykyeh :/, yht dra baubma dryd tu mega sa, e bicr dras yfyo palyica eys duu belgo, Frelr dnekkanc uv so Yhqeado suna yht suna palyica e gaab kuehk ujan tevvanahd cahyneuc eh so rayt. >.> vsm.
E vymm vun dra uhac fru ryda.
icd fecr baubma fuimt keja sa y pnayg, cyo ruf dra vaam un tuhd, yht drah cdub saccehk fedr sa, e cbayg so seht, oad udranc tuhd, e lyna, udranc tuhd... Risyhedoc vilgat, yht e vaam mega e ys dra uhmo uha mavd.
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