What do you do... When even when your eyes are open all you can see is darkness, maybe i let it consume me, i mean, yeh i give up too easy, but why should i be the only one to try, they never tried, and then i gave up... I just feel like i am lost in the shadows, i can see the light, and i keep trying to get to it, but i need help, and no-one is there anymore. people used to be, to get me outta the badtimes... but not anymore... and who blames them, they have there own lives, lies and shit to deal with... why should i be so dependant on others. I give off a good impession that i am fine on my own. but all ive ever wanted is to be in that light, with someone i care about.
I'am just wallowing in darkness at the moment.
I hate People... people suck.
Well i am atleast gonna start this on a high note, before it ends on a sad one.
I passed my first year of college, i love the people that are there, there fun and the days just pass by, i got 3-4 As and rest Bs, Not too shabby id say, and gets me close to the Directing course in bournemorth that i wanna go on.... anyways to the ranting!...
Everythings been getting me down recently... Friends falling out... Constantly... Over stupid shit... Mainly Girls.
Speaking of Girls, i can't find the right one, but the old ones keep popping back up and making me feel like shit, yes you know who you are, and not too fussed if you see this, I mean i put my heart on a plate for you, what more could you want, and you Stabbed it and threw it in the trash... You Find me, after i pushed you outta my life, on one of the best nights ive had in awhile, and you give me false hope, which again, you crushed.
Congrats you. First women to Crush me twice...
Everything else is just minor and trivial shit thats getting me down...
Fml.
I passed my first year of college, i love the people that are there, there fun and the days just pass by, i got 3-4 As and rest Bs, Not too shabby id say, and gets me close to the Directing course in bournemorth that i wanna go on.... anyways to the ranting!...
Everythings been getting me down recently... Friends falling out... Constantly... Over stupid shit... Mainly Girls.
Speaking of Girls, i can't find the right one, but the old ones keep popping back up and making me feel like shit, yes you know who you are, and not too fussed if you see this, I mean i put my heart on a plate for you, what more could you want, and you Stabbed it and threw it in the trash... You Find me, after i pushed you outta my life, on one of the best nights ive had in awhile, and you give me false hope, which again, you crushed.
Congrats you. First women to Crush me twice...
Everything else is just minor and trivial shit thats getting me down...
Fml.
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