Hmmm, Long time since i posted. Not much to say really. Sept people still being douches,ones have stopped and like always other ones have started.
Didn't really expect it from her but ya`know,... i never do see it coming =P, Maybe if i did things would be better =P.
Last Exam tomorrow (science, Oh the joy), then i am free-ish. Only have to go back to fetch my results then its ultimately over...Kinda majorly fucked up my Media exam today, and dropped 30 out of 100 marks, Needing 50 to pass at a C =/, 2 hour and 30 min exam and i still run out of time >.>" , Hopefully my coursework will bump the exam up from a D to a C >.>" .
College is kinda annoying, the Course i want didnt get enough applicants so i got another interview on the 25th on June...if they send me a bloody letter, And i gotta walk around for another year seeing her everywhere. Fun Fun.
Bet your wondering what shes done, Well... i cba to talk about it.
Badtimes.
Tools.....
Fro yna baubma duumc?, e ghuf oui lyhd nayt drec, cu e lyh bid ed tufh aycean. baubma cilg, aht uv...
Pid fro? fryd sygac baubma cilg cu silr? fryd sygac baubma yld mega duumc yht bnelgc.
Fro ys e cilr y duum dryd e cdemm muja so aq frah fa paah cbmed ib y oayn, yht dra kenm dryd e druikrd e luimt muja zicd ycsilr yc ran vilgat sa ynuiht yht e duug ed, simdebim desac, fro?
A Fro tu baubma ynkia ypuid buehdmacc drehkc zicd du lnyja yht kad yped uv yddahceuh, oar ed sygac meva yped suna ehdnacdehk, pid vun dra fnuhk naycuhc ><"
L Fro tu baubma dno yht pidd eh frah oui upjeuicmo tuhd fyhd dras drana yht zicd fyhd du vunkad.
B Fro ys e mega drec, frah dranac baubma funca uv dryh sa, sygac sa ajah suna bydradel.
H Fro tu e kad tabnaccat cu aycemo ypuid hudrehk yht fro tu baubma dno du ihtancdyht dryd hudrehk zicd cu drao lyh dymg ypuid ed.
E Fro ryja e dneat yht druikrd ypuid gemmehk socamv, edc vilgehk netelimyc.
D Fro tu e ryja du fneda eh y myhkiyka hu-uha femm veht uid, yht dra uha bancuh dryd luimt vilgat sa ib y oayn yku, retehk so druikrdc sygac sa suna cyt, dryd e lyhd ubahmo aqbnacc ruf e vaam.
fro....yna.....baubma .........telgc >.>"
Lol have fun trying to read, if you even care.
PS.... i Added a clue. >.>
Pid fro? fryd sygac baubma cilg cu silr? fryd sygac baubma yld mega duumc yht bnelgc.
Fro ys e cilr y duum dryd e cdemm muja so aq frah fa paah cbmed ib y oayn, yht dra kenm dryd e druikrd e luimt muja zicd ycsilr yc ran vilgat sa ynuiht yht e duug ed, simdebim desac, fro?
E ryda ajanodrehk ypuid oui
Fro tu E muja oui
-Drnaa tyoc knyla
Fro tu E muja oui
-Drnaa tyoc knyla
A Fro tu baubma ynkia ypuid buehdmacc drehkc zicd du lnyja yht kad yped uv yddahceuh, oar ed sygac meva yped suna ehdnacdehk, pid vun dra fnuhk naycuhc ><"
L Fro tu baubma dno yht pidd eh frah oui upjeuicmo tuhd fyhd dras drana yht zicd fyhd du vunkad.
B Fro ys e mega drec, frah dranac baubma funca uv dryh sa, sygac sa ajah suna bydradel.
H Fro tu e kad tabnaccat cu aycemo ypuid hudrehk yht fro tu baubma dno du ihtancdyht dryd hudrehk zicd cu drao lyh dymg ypuid ed.
E Fro ryja e dneat yht druikrd ypuid gemmehk socamv, edc vilgehk netelimyc.
D Fro tu e ryja du fneda eh y myhkiyka hu-uha femm veht uid, yht dra uha bancuh dryd luimt vilgat sa ib y oayn yku, retehk so druikrdc sygac sa suna cyt, dryd e lyhd ubahmo aqbnacc ruf e vaam.
fro....yna.....baubma .........telgc >.>"
Lol have fun trying to read, if you even care.
PS.... i Added a clue. >.>
Its over....
Well, its let me ask... Do you like change or not?...
You cant Go threw life without changing thats a sure fact, Even if you try your hardest to stop change, its inevitable, Its going to happen, But the trick is, turn it into a way to benefit you.
In this instance, i cant change, "change" to be beneficial "/, Change has won, Since there is people i would love to stay in touch with, that just...wont. Mainly the Fact i am going to a different Collage to Everyone in my year, Ill try my damned Best to stay in touch with my Best friends. but the people that i Just knew as...I dunno...Friends, I wont ever see again. As i Said in a earlier post, I hate doing the whole Making new friends thing, if its just going to happen again when i go to University or Work.
My main Regret is not getting to know all the other people in my year, it just never occurred to me, or i didn't have a reason to get to know them at the time, just now i wish i did same with some people, that i wish i could just forget, but unable to, but one thing doesn't change and thats this has been a awesome 5 years in my life, even the bad times, because they make the good times seem more worthwhile, as i first started a parkside i hated it, but it grows on you, The Teachers, and how it is, are just pure awesome and it doesn't matter about what people out of the school think of you for wearing a blue jumper, you just didn't care, because we was from parkside, and we are proud.
Love ya all 04-09, But i love these legends (plus Joe who failed to wake up xD) The best.
Peace.
You cant Go threw life without changing thats a sure fact, Even if you try your hardest to stop change, its inevitable, Its going to happen, But the trick is, turn it into a way to benefit you.
In this instance, i cant change, "change" to be beneficial "/, Change has won, Since there is people i would love to stay in touch with, that just...wont. Mainly the Fact i am going to a different Collage to Everyone in my year, Ill try my damned Best to stay in touch with my Best friends. but the people that i Just knew as...I dunno...Friends, I wont ever see again. As i Said in a earlier post, I hate doing the whole Making new friends thing, if its just going to happen again when i go to University or Work.
My main Regret is not getting to know all the other people in my year, it just never occurred to me, or i didn't have a reason to get to know them at the time, just now i wish i did same with some people, that i wish i could just forget, but unable to, but one thing doesn't change and thats this has been a awesome 5 years in my life, even the bad times, because they make the good times seem more worthwhile, as i first started a parkside i hated it, but it grows on you, The Teachers, and how it is, are just pure awesome and it doesn't matter about what people out of the school think of you for wearing a blue jumper, you just didn't care, because we was from parkside, and we are proud.
Peace.
Everyone Leaves Sometime...
I am In One of My Emo-ish Moods again where i just sit there and think to myself, whats the point,Too many people in my life has Up and Left too be Honest, I don`t really talk about it or bring it up in conversation but why do people always leave? and at the worst time =/, So whats the point in making Bonds In the first place if there just gonna end up broken.
I can`t Really explain how i really Feel =/ i don`t know how to put it into words, I guess since i broke up with her I have just been lonely, Was it the right thing?, At the time i thought it was but She has been the only one there for me and i keep pushing her away, I am a dick right?, but i don`t think i can deal with her all over again =/ Shes just, too there sometimes so much it made me depressed and feel like i couldn't do anything, I never had any space to myself. But at least she didn't leave =/.
I guess I am thinking about this a lot because Parkside's Coming to a end for me, Even the Best Teacher, My Personal Tutor that inspired me to do something with my life is leaving there too.
I just don't wanna lose contact with my friends from there, I don't want to do all the Make new friends thing over and over again. Because My friends at the moment, are awesome.
Peace.
I can`t Really explain how i really Feel =/ i don`t know how to put it into words, I guess since i broke up with her I have just been lonely, Was it the right thing?, At the time i thought it was but She has been the only one there for me and i keep pushing her away, I am a dick right?, but i don`t think i can deal with her all over again =/ Shes just, too there sometimes so much it made me depressed and feel like i couldn't do anything, I never had any space to myself. But at least she didn't leave =/.
I guess I am thinking about this a lot because Parkside's Coming to a end for me, Even the Best Teacher, My Personal Tutor that inspired me to do something with my life is leaving there too.
I just don't wanna lose contact with my friends from there, I don't want to do all the Make new friends thing over and over again. Because My friends at the moment, are awesome.
Peace.
Donnie Darko Vs Reality.
Yes, I just Finished watching the sequal to Donnie Darko ( S.Darko ), What a pair of Fu*ked up Films lol, But Somehow there strangely Intriguing and Made me Think alot about Life ( This is bad for me, I wont sleep much -.-"), Imagin though, One Simple Conversation could save a life or end it, thats the truth, The Importance of Everyones Everyday Actions, How little They are and can effect Everything around them in a Apocoliptic Way.
Or Maybe i Just think to much, Either way, Choose your actions and words carefully ^^.
Or Maybe i Just think to much, Either way, Choose your actions and words carefully ^^.
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